I've been having lots of trouble/drama with family members. I don't know if I can work any harder, or do anymore. I would love some advise about getting away and letting go. Eventho my own mother won't protect me, I would still feel guilty if I were to leave her. I believe my life is in danger every day I stay here. I don't make alot of money, I am working 2 jobs, I work with specian needs kids in a regular ed school and at a car parts store at night. Seeing your shows, my uncle, and my boyfriend are the only things that keep me going. I am not looking for a hand out, just advise. I almost can't believe I am doing this, but it because I am soo desperate. I'm getting to the point where sitting in the garage reving my engine with the door closed is starting to look good. I can't even bring myself to do that because of what the kids I work with would think. I know I can do anything, but am afraid to leave my mom. She is another story all together. I don't know what to do or where to go. I don't want to and won't burden anyone else. I just want to feel safe again. Just want it on my dime. Hook me up with someone who can help me navigate this bad part.
Thank you for your time. Thank you for being an inspiration.